Random pangs

After a monotony of examination , the usual notion is to balter around on the last day of your exam. But it's not the same in my case , I felt rather lonely , depressed . I fear being book flu infection. After exams , suddenly I realise I have planned nothing concrete to execute.

I take a back seat and try to recollect what all the previous year had in store for me. I smile , I get embarrassed on my eloquence sometimes , sometimes it makes me proud. What I ve realised it , try every other behaviour to fit yourself in , at the end of the day you feel like a bird. The bird moves round the skies , comes back home to have a comfortable sleep . The same stands true for a lion . It's the nature I'd day that everything evolves , regresses, but somehow finds rest in the zone of comfort.

Sometimes , I laugh out really loud suddenly or scream my name MARIA!!! Everybody turns around I give a grin turn my head towards the rearer end , indicating that I have nothing to share.

When I talk about myself I find an overpowering halo on my head screaming " I bet nobody must have had such a comfortable life " mashallah. I see my life turning miserable by the end of the day . The next thing I do , wonder whose evil eye it was.

That's the human nature , we life shown off but not paying up.