Gloomy thoughts

A sunny day comes up the sky
Another day that comes and dies
Tomorrow may not come
There is a small voice inside me telling
O your exams are coming coming

On my gadget I wrote a poem
Out of loneliness and jitters
Am not the only lonely lass I know
But I had to migrate to the imaginary land

May be I just want to party with you for the fun we had the other day
May be I just want to talk to you till the sun leaves the day
I don't why but it makes me feel alive
I know it's not the moment
I know my plans would fail
I am with my gadgets
You are with your books
I don't know where my preparation hails
I don't none why but I hate it when you study

You don't know how much it hurts when I see the books in your arms
I wanna run away I wanna run away

I'd cry when you ask me how much is done?
I'd cry red and blue
if you say that you are through
Lonely tears I'd shed
I'd hang my head
I'd cry like a weaned off baby
I'd cry a river
 if you tell me your portion is over

I would wait till the tests are over
Till you are done with your manoeuvre
I'll try to study alone
study as much ,when I'm at home

Wait for the grey sky to clear up
I would brush off the clouds and cheer up
Put off the mask of discomfort
Flaunt my happy face
Gloomy face is not my style
I haven't had Happy grin for a while
I want to sing and laugh
Not gloom and cough